hope dangles on a string
like slow spinning redemption
winding in winding out
the shine of it has caught my eye
and roped me in
so mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
i am captivated
have faith in yourself
and see the wonders you can do
and see the wonders you can do
MingJie
14/07/1986
Hong Wen
Outram Sec
Meridian
12th Mono 2SIR/SP/PNR
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
VEXED!
dunno why.. i'm filled with problems... argh!
(talking to myself...)
maybe to most of the others, my problems dont seem to be a problem to them.. cuz they are attached or they just like to be single. well... i just dun get it.. am i very bad? am i lousy? am i sux? and most importantly, i keep thinking that i'm irritating to others. argh! i really dun mean to irritate ppl.. (well, i think i should use gals instead..)... i just meant to know the other party more.. and of cuz is thru communication. maybe i'm trying to rush thru, ended up, she will think that i'm irritating.. i got thought of doing things step by step.. but, dunno why, i end up speeding up things.. haiz..... after all, i think i'm a loner... having a 1 week off, is the same as rotting at home for a week.. especially weekends, when i book out, i really envy of others who have girlfriends waiting to see them... haiz... am i a failure?
i think i am one...
my bunk mates asked me... how come i got so many gals in my sch, class, cca.. yet i'm still single... i've thought of this qn before.. not that i want to be single.. it's just that the gals that i approached are ended up having cold war with me.. i'm sick of that! in the end, still need to spend time to hope that we can get back to friends. *failure*
maybe i'm not as good-looking as others, not as rich as others, not as smart as others, not as stylish as others..... so, i'm lousy!... ... ...
Caoturtle
11:50 PM
dunno why.. i'm filled with problems... argh!
(talking to myself...)
maybe to most of the others, my problems dont seem to be a problem to them.. cuz they are attached or they just like to be single. well... i just dun get it.. am i very bad? am i lousy? am i sux? and most importantly, i keep thinking that i'm irritating to others. argh! i really dun mean to irritate ppl.. (well, i think i should use gals instead..)... i just meant to know the other party more.. and of cuz is thru communication. maybe i'm trying to rush thru, ended up, she will think that i'm irritating.. i got thought of doing things step by step.. but, dunno why, i end up speeding up things.. haiz..... after all, i think i'm a loner... having a 1 week off, is the same as rotting at home for a week.. especially weekends, when i book out, i really envy of others who have girlfriends waiting to see them... haiz... am i a failure?
i think i am one...
my bunk mates asked me... how come i got so many gals in my sch, class, cca.. yet i'm still single... i've thought of this qn before.. not that i want to be single.. it's just that the gals that i approached are ended up having cold war with me.. i'm sick of that! in the end, still need to spend time to hope that we can get back to friends. *failure*
maybe i'm not as good-looking as others, not as rich as others, not as smart as others, not as stylish as others..... so, i'm lousy!... ... ...
Caoturtle
11:50 PM
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